YOUR LOVE IS ALL I THINK ABOUT...

-Wednesday, October 28, 2009

i've said this not once or twice

but i've said this lots of times

and im gonna stress on it and say it again

I HATE LIFE.

I am NOT happy.

i Hate my fmy.

how i wish time would pass damn freakin fast

so i be free

im always forced to do things,forced to go this and that.

i go there unwillingly i wont freakin learn anything.

no fucking point.

i know that by saying this next thing makes me selfish.

but how i wish i wasn't here.

i wish i never had been given life.

to some people it makes a dif,thats why i say i am selfish.

but i hate my life that much

i breakingdown as i say this

i can't tahan it.

im in my room,in the dark and tearing.

sorry for being selfish but thats what i wish,that i wasn't born

Dreamt At-9:40:00 PM.

-Friday, October 16, 2009

i am graduated

should i be happy or sad??

i should be both

happy that i got through 4 years in zhonghua

but also sad that we have to go different ways

anyways today was grad day

SO FAR

it's the best grad day i have seen

the previous grad day that i went to was nothing compared to ours.

and yea thanks chingmay for your card.

nice drawing,

love it.

thank you ouh and i wont throw you all away.

i will kepp you all.

again thanks chingmay.

BIANCA!!!

i am so sorry

i left the thing that you gave me in my blazer and it is somewhere in the blazer cubboard.

i feel so sad

i did not even get to read what you wrote on it

haiss.

i'll try to get it back

i am waiting for photo's so that i can upload them.

sigh

till next time

MY FRIENDS.='(.

wont be the same anymore.

thanks for being there when i need you all.

Dreamt At-7:57:00 PM.

-Thursday, October 15, 2009

hey hey.

yesterday i had work .

work wasnt as tiring yesterday then monday and tuesday.

this picture was taken by juit ying

anyways after work went to far east and then istana park

and we took lots of picture

but i only want to post the best of the best photo.

anyways today i am off.

so is tmr.

and i spent almost the whole day sleeping cause i am so tired

ok i am off

i think i will be working on saturday and sunday.

my boss havent msg me.

Dreamt At-8:11:00 PM.

-Sunday, October 11, 2009

gosh
i realise that i go out like 4 days in a row
even on sunday which i usually dont go out
AND GOSH
the blogger post sucks
anyways just wanna say wish me luck for my training tmr XD
so excited
and i am happy!!
cause,i bought myself a new wallet and a watch which is cool to me.
and ouh ya thanks shaun for my shirt.
anyways before going for work tmr i am gonna be going to the bank to open up an acc for my work,so i will be having a atm card.=)

yea thanks about it.wish me luck!

Dreamt At-9:40:00 PM.

helooooo!

yesterday i went to ion.
apparently donna and elfi had their job training yesterday
so i was there at 2
i went to burger king to fill up an application form
then i went out and came back for lunch
the guy who i asked for part time came to me
he told me that the boss want to speak to me.

so we talk and talk and the boss asked me to come on monday 2-6 for a job training.
i am so happy yesterday
i finally got a job!!.

and i am even more happy cause i bought a wallet
oh and donna and elfi was kind of funny
went to disturb them
like one whole group of us disturb them ah

yea thats all i am gonna say.
wanna visit me?? monday?? 2-6.XD cyou

Dreamt At-9:09:00 AM.

-Friday, October 09, 2009

hey!

i havent blog in days because the blog posting has gone nuts again.

anyway i'll just post today
i am happy that n level is finally over.
i am sad because it wont be the same anymore.
we all will go different ways.
miss sec school life already.

today went out.
went to find job at dunkin donut.
me,donna,elfi,jun hui,beaver and sy.
actually,only me,elfi and wei xiong wanted to try.
but the rest joined in except sy.
after that donna and elfi had a call from them
so,elfi and donna is goin for a try outs tmr.
hope they can get it.
for me,im alright not getting it.
there is always other place to work.

glad that i am ok with sy.
i dont know i just dont wanna fight anymore and also because she tried to want to talk to me.
and i will talk to people who wants to talk to me.

yea! tmr gonna try visit them and DISTURB them.
i bet its gonna be fun.
but im gonna go bugis with wei xiong first.
but i guess they might be other people coming.

took my ipod to the doctor today and is in icu.lols.
they need to check to see weather there is something wrong with it or not.
if there is,they might replace it.hoho.
cant live without my ipod

new song in my blog ipod touch
lyrics below.
hope you enjoy the song as much as i do.

Is That Seat Taken
Congratulations
Would You Like To Take A Walk With Me

My Mind It Kind Of Goes Fast
I Try To Slow It Down For You
I Think I'd Love To Take A Drive
I Want To Give You Something
I've Been Wanting To Give To You For Years
My Heart

My Heart, My Pain Won't Cover Up
You Left Me.. Hu Hu Hu Hu
My Heart Won't Take This Cover Up
You Left Me.. Hu Hu Hu Hu

I Came To See The Light In My Best Friend
You Seemed As Happy As You'd Ever Been
My Chance Of Being Open Was Broken
And Now You're Mrs. Him.

My Words They Don't Come Out Right
But I'll Try To Say I'm Happy For You
I Think I'm Going To Take That Drive
I Want To Give You Something
I've Been Wanting To Give To You For Years
My Hearts

My Heart, My Pain Won't Cover Up
You Left Me.. Hu Hu Hu Hu
My Heart
My Heart Won't Take This Cover Up
You Left Me.. Hu Hu Hu Hu

And I Can't Change This
I Can Never Take It Back
But Now I Can't Change Your Mind
(you Left Me)
And I Can't This
I Can Never Take This Back
But Now I Can't Change Your Mind
Can't Change Your Mind
(you Left Me)
Can't Change You Mind
(you Left Me)
(you Left Me)
(you Left Me)
(you Left Me)

Go Away
Make It Go Away
Please.

its late now
TILL next time XD.

Dreamt At-1:43:00 AM.