-Tuesday, September 20, 2005
untitled
I open my eyesI try to see but I’m blinded by the white lightI can’t remember howI can’t remember whyI’m lying here tonightAnd I can’t stand the painAnd I can’t make it go awayNo I can’t stand the painHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI’ve got no where to runThe night goes onAs I’m fading awayI’m sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meEverybody’s screamingI try to make a sound but no one hears meI’m slipping off the edgeI’m hanging by a threadI wanna start this over againSo I try to hold onto a time when nothing matteredAnd I can’t explain what happenedAnd I can’t erase the things that I’ve doneNo I can’tHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI’ve got no where to runThe night goes onAs I’m fading awayI’m sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI’ve got no where to runThe night goes onAs I’m fading awayI’m sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to me
Dreamt At-5:26:00 PM.
shut up
There you goYou're always so rightIt's all a big showIt's all about youYou think you knowWhat everyone needsYou always take timeTo criticize meIt seems like everydayI make mistakesI just can't get it rightIt's like I'm the oneYou love to hateBut not todaySo shut up, shut up, shut upDon't wanna hear itGet out, get out, get outGet out of my wayStep up, step up, step upYou'll never stop meNothing you say todayIs gonna bring me downThere you goYou never ask whyIt's all a big lieWhatever you doYou think you're specialBut I know, and I knowAnd I know, and we knowThat you're notYou're always there to pointOut my mistakesAnd shove them in my faceIt's like I'm the oneYou love to hateBut not todaySo shut up, shut up, shut upDon't wanna hear itGet out, get out, get outGet out of my wayStep up, step up, step upYou'll never stop meNothing you say todayIs gonna bring me downIs gonna bring me downWill never bring me downDon't tell me who I should beAnd don't try to tell me what's right for meDon't tell me what I should doI don't wanna waste my timeI'll watch you fade awaySo shut up, shut up, shut upDon't wanna hear itGet out, get out, get outGet out of my wayStep up, step up, step upYou'll never stop meNothing you say todayIs gonna bring me downShut up, shut up, shut upDon't wanna hear itGet out, get out, get outGet out of my wayStep up, step up, step upYou'll never stop meNothing you say todayIs gonna bring me downBring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}Won't bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}Bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}Won't bring me downShut up, shut up, shut up
Dreamt At-5:25:00 PM.
dont wanna think about you
Can you leave me here alone nowI don't wanna hear you sayThat you know meThat I should beAlways doin what you say Cuz I'm tryin to get through todayAnd there's one thing I know I don't wanna think about youThink about meDon't wanna figure this outI Don't wanna think about youOr think about nothinDon't wanna talk this one outI won't let you bring me downCuz I knowI don't wanna think about you Don't wanna think about you When I wake up here tomorrowThings will never be the sameCuz I won't waitCuz you won't changeAnd you'll always be this way Now I'm gonna get through todayAnd there's one thing I know I don't wanna think about youThink about meDon't wanna figure this outI don't wanna think about youOr think about nothinDon't wanna talk this one outThis time I won't let you bring me downWon't let you shut me outThis time I knowI don't wanna think about you Run awayRun awayRunning as fast as I canRun awayRun awayI'll never come back againRun awayRun away Don't wanna think about youThink about meDon't wanna figure this outDon't wanna think about youThink about meDon't wanna talk this one out I don't wanna think about youThink about meDon't wanna figure this out (figure this out)I don't wanna think about youOr think about nothinDon't wanna talk this one outThis time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)This time I knowI don't wanna think about you Run awayRun awayI don't wanna think about youRun awayRun awayI don't wanna think about youRun awayRun awayI don't wanna think about you
Dreamt At-5:23:00 PM.
addicted
I heard you're doing okBut I want you to knowI'm a dickI'm addicted to youI can't pretend I don't careWhen you don't think about meDo you think I deserve this?I tried to make you happy but you left anywayI'm trying to forget thatI'm addicted to youBut I want it and I need itI'm addicted to youNow it's overcan't forget what you saidand I never wanna do this againHeartbreakerSince the day I met youAnd after all we've been throughI'm still a dickI'm addicted to youI think you know that it's trueI'd run a thousand miles to get youDo you think I deserve this?I tried to make you happyI did all that I couldJust to keep youBut you left anywayHow long will I be waiting?Until the end of timesI don't know why I'm still waitingI can't make you mineHeartbreakerI'm addicted to you
Dreamt At-5:22:00 PM.
im just a kid
I woke up it was 7 I waited 'till 11 Just to figure out that no one would call I think I’ve got a lot of friendsBut I don't hear from them What's another night all alone When you're spending everyday on you own And here it goesI'm just a kidAnd life is a nightmare I'm just a kidI know that its not fair Nobody caresCause I'm alone and the world isHaving more fun than me tonight And maybe when the night is deadI’ll crawl into my bed I’m staring at these 4 walls again I'll try to think about the last timeI had good time Everyone's got somewhere to go And they're gonna leave me here on my ownAnd here it goesWhat the hell is wrong with me? Don’t fit in with anybody How did this happen to me? Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep And every night is the worst night everTonight I'm all alone tonight Nobody cares tonight Cause I’m just a kid tonight
Dreamt At-5:16:00 PM.
