hello,happy people out there.
i am glad that other people out there are happy.
i can never be happy anymore.
even if i said i am,i think i am lying to myself.
everything that has happen, has taken all my happiness away.
people seem to be happy without me.
i feel like looser
right,i am a looser typng all theese man on a blog.
what a looser.
i always am and it will never change.
i just wonder sometimes
am i such a bad friend??
if i am,tell me.
i would prefer to be told.
rather then to have someone who pretend's to be my friend.
and in the end i breakdown.
for trying to be a good friend to someone.
Dreamt At-11:51:00 PM.