YOUR LOVE IS ALL I THINK ABOUT...

-Sunday, June 28, 2009

1 month went pass so fast.

i've learnt stuff from what i watched.

and i am not excited to go back to school at all.

never was excited then last time.

well this time around it will not be the same as last time.

i am going to be different.

not gonna let all of that hurt me.

and i dont want to think about them either.

in fact,i wanna run away from it.

so,if i am different please dont wonder why.

i bet,no one is going to see that except one maybe.

but who cares right.

ok, i am going to bed now.

hoping that tmr and the rest of the days after that wold go on fast.

it's like having a nightmare i swear.

a real bad nightmare where everything ends.

Dreamt At-9:33:00 PM.

-Friday, June 26, 2009

firsty i wanna say is.

rest in peace michael jackson.

king of pop always

='(

i've been watching movie's again at home.

i was going through the movie folder and there were some new movie's my bro dl.

they were boring one's

movie's that i watched a thousand times before.

and movie's that i have no idea about.

soo i watched this movie called:me,myself and irene.

oh yea,it is a nice movie.

i love it.

the actor was jim carrey.

jim carrey is a great actor

ouh man this movie made my last few days of holiday's cool.

Dreamt At-5:55:00 PM.

-Tuesday, June 23, 2009

heyy.

last sunday went to my cuz house to help paint her room.

aha,i am so proud of myself.i painted the ceiling all by myself.

now her room ceiling looks FABULOUS.

ahaha,the funny thing was.

when me and my sis went to her house at 3.

she looked like she was gonna commite suacide,cause she did the ceiling and it looks horrible.

yeah,and i made it look better.

anyways her bro and sis are gonna get married next two week and shift house.

and i also helped out in painting their house too.

guess what i have been doing on the weekdays.

watching movies that i used to watch last time.

i just watched toys story 1 & 2

and then i watched home alone 2.

hahahaha.

very funny.

there was this guy who msg me for a job,to help him today.

and i did not see my phone till 4.

what a waste.

i could have earned about$30?

boohoo=(

Dreamt At-7:09:00 PM.

-Thursday, June 18, 2009

hello,happy people out there.

i am glad that other people out there are happy.

i can never be happy anymore.

even if i said i am,i think i am lying to myself.

everything that has happen, has taken all my happiness away.

people seem to be happy without me.

i feel like looser

right,i am a looser typng all theese man on a blog.

what a looser.

i always am and it will never change.

i just wonder sometimes

am i such a bad friend??

if i am,tell me.

i would prefer to be told.

rather then to have someone who pretend's to be my friend.

and in the end i breakdown.

for trying to be a good friend to someone.

Dreamt At-11:51:00 PM.

i'm dying.

dying of boredness

well not until i check my drawer near the tv and found 2 good shows to watch.

haha guess what 2 shows they were.

home alone 3 ans george of the jungle.

ahahaha

soo,i watched them justnow.

it's so funny i can watch it again.

anyways holidays are gonna be over soon.

one thing i hope is that holidays get extended

because of swine flu in singapore.

if it is extended,it would be another 2 or one more week of holidays.

YEA.

and haiss i could not really sleep yesterday.

at 1,i was half asleep when my bro came in my room and on the light's and i totally woke up.

-_-so after he left, it took alittle while to sleep though.

but then in the middle of sleeping i woke up because my nose was blocked.

could not really breath properly.

-_-.how great.

and for the june holidays i have been having weird dream's.

very weird dreams.

dreams that have people i care about in it.

or people that i used to care about.

wonder why i have thoose dreams.

Dreamt At-3:28:00 PM.

-Wednesday, June 17, 2009

how boring can my holidays be??

gosh.

soo sad that i have been staying at home doing almost nothing.

the best thing that i have done is laying down on my sofa and watch tv.

my lap cannot on.

and if i wanna use my sis laptop i must make sure no one wants to use.

my bro want's to torture me by making me suffer without the lap before he fix the laptop.

well,hope that he does not put in admin when he reformat.

if he does put admin,i wont be able to download anything at all.=(

and also hope that he can back up the files inside the laptop.

Dreamt At-7:13:00 PM.

-Saturday, June 13, 2009

hey.

what a saturday just lazzing around.

well i had to use my sis laptop today.

cause apparently my main laptop i use everyday does not want to startup.

i have no idea whether it is a crash,BUT i really hope not.

cause,all my memories are in there.

most importantly,my SONGS are in there.

=( if i loose them, i will just die.

loosing my thumbdrive last time was terrible enough.

and that was just alittle of my memory.

in the laptop is everything.

gosh,my life is getting suckier and suckier each day.

nothing is right at all.

everythings goes wrong.

what am i suppose to do?='(

Dreamt At-8:33:00 PM.

dumbass

Dreamt At-1:23:00 AM.

-Friday, June 12, 2009

heloo.

have you ever felt like giving up?

i bet you do,cause i have.

well,every morning i wake up because of my bro's alarm.

and his alarm song is

you are loved by josh groban.

if you see my yesterday's post,thoose are the lyrics.

the song is so encouraging.

i love it, i even hear the song before i sleep using my ipod.

and it was set to replay.

the song is just sooo touching.

the 3 words of encouragement

which is

DONT GIVE UP.

it just is heart warming.='(

Dreamt At-2:47:00 PM.

-Thursday, June 11, 2009

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

When your heart's heavy

I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up

Because you want to be heard

If silence keeps you

I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved

Don't give up

It's just the hurt that you hide

When you're lost inside

I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up

Because you want to burn bright

If darkness blinds you

I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved

You are loved

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

Don't give up

Every one needs to be heard

You are loved

Dreamt At-10:55:00 AM.

-Sunday, June 07, 2009

heyyy.
went out yesterday.
went to serangoon then after that
went to clarke quay.
and so below are some pics taken.
gort alot more lar,but was asked to post this.
hehe.
anyways yesterday was nice seeing people being thrown up into the sky.
loll.
and nice sitting by the river.
yea that's all. dont wanna eleberate more on yesterday.

me and sticky partner =)

meee!

sticky's fuck face.

dont she look like a hamster?

Dreamt At-2:04:00 PM.

-Saturday, June 06, 2009

hey passerby's.

how is your holidays?

well mine is alrite larss.

not as boring as i thought it would be.

cause,i sort of have been going out for 3 days straight.

went out with jy rachel and peanut butter.

-_- lol all girls,but who cares.

hey i not sexist.muaha.

anyways,yea walk around suppose to have an interview on thursday and friday.

but in the end dont have.knn.

nvm i just saw today newspaper and i saw a flyer distribution adver in classified.

so tmr i am gonna try and call them.

wish me luck that i get the job.

yea,but even though i am having fun rite now.

i still have a little sadness in me.

like?still thinking of my friends.

haiss.

so near but yet so far.

Dreamt At-12:00:00 AM.

-Wednesday, June 03, 2009

hey.

i've been looking for a job.

today i went around orchard asking people weather they have any vacancies.

4 hr's of that and i am already tired.

anyways,i am now waiting for carefour to call me.as what they said.

5 days has passed since i send a msg to this ice cream man on my details.

and he just replied me saying.

fri you can cum for interview.

well,not gonna reply him just yet.

haha, i went to build a bear and look for job there again.

except this time no elfi.

hehe,i was asked to write my name and contact number on a list of names.

well i not sure if i will get it.

but if i do i hope i get it fast.

Dreamt At-7:47:00 PM.

-Monday, June 01, 2009

hey.

first day of the holidays and i already damn bored.

wonder what i am gonna do for the next 29 days.

i wanna job.

i wanna hang out with friends.

i just dont wanna stay at home and get bored

29 days is long when you are not having fun.

i'm begining to stone more nowdays.

seriously find it hard to sleep.

either i am thinking of something or someone.

haiss.

Dreamt At-6:32:00 PM.