i am so sian of everything man.
i just wanna say that most of the time when i am in school.
or out with my friends.
i feel either left out because i dont get a single thing they are saying.
when they talk in chinese,nvm it is ok.
but when i ask what they are saying,they say nothing or nothing much.
it is so fustrating to be out with someone and that person talks another lang.
i just hate always having ??????? up my head.
OH AND i feel that one or two of them hate me for some reason.
and sometime's it is boring because sometimes.

they sort of dont even care about me.
they dont ask about other people's opinion sometimes and just go for it.
and well when i say something people dont listen.
mainly i feel invissible sometimes.

i wanna thank donna for always being there to hear my complains everyday.

and juit ying sometimes and sy.

i appricate it

but then again complaining to you all is useless.

cause i think it is just the same as talking behind their back.

well,for jun hui i thank you that when i dont have the money,you give it to me.

but then i find that your attitude has changed.
and i dont think that i really like it.
i feel that you are not who you are anymore.
yea i know that you have bad new about your father that he might get,ahem.
but then you cant just do this to your friends.
you know, i would rather you let me go home late and get nag,then you give me the money to go home early.
cause i dont know weather the money you give is sincere or not.
and if it is.i dont think i want your money.
i would rather have want the friendship then the money.


thanks but no thanks.friendship is more important then money.

kar leong, sometimes you talk just too much.

it makes me just wanna pull out every single hair on my head.

but of course i wont.

and sometimes when you talk,you do not think.

and sometimes whatever you talk does not make sense.

si ying, i not sure what to write.

cause sometimes you care.

but sometimes you dont.

i mean,for me you are considered my best friend since sec 1.

and for a friend who i consider a best friend,it is just kind of sad.

this post of mine is not to hurt anybody.

it is just to tell you all what i really really think about you all.

maybe you guys dont know.

but everyday i think about this and it is just not good for me.

everynight i cannot sleep properly.

thinking of why everything end up like this.