my life is full of misery.
my life is full of pain.
my life is full of hurt.
my life is full of everything bad.
everything that makes me feel sad.
everything that i hate.
i just feel like no one understand's me.
=(
stressed out.
sad.
hurt.
and my life suxs.
Dreamt At-4:15:00 PM.
i really hate my family.
they do not trust me!!
my mom does not even trust me when i say i want to study in my own room.
my brother will disturb me when i study beside him.
he will be like,you study?
and i hate going for too many religious classes.
what is the damn point.
i dont even like going for them.
if i dont go,you get angry.
i dont even know why i am still going back to the same home over and over again,everyday.
i dont know wanna come home everyday and make you think that i did something wrong.
you do not understand me at all.
i dont wanna live here.
i wanna live somewhere else.
somewhere that people would understand me.
I WANNA SPA WITH SOMEONE.
Dreamt At-3:00:00 PM.
-Sunday, April 26, 2009
i really have had it.
i am so tired of hearing yo say things about me.
like he does not study,everyday play computer.
LIKE HELLO,for your information,I DO STUDY.
it is just that you dont see me studing
and i have to like go down and buy food for you if you all are hungry.
and if i dont go,you will get angry.
and i make a face because some people say things that i feel like i wanna whack that person up.
and when i make a face,all you do is say.BETTER DONT GIVE ME THAT FACE.
at least i still go down and buy food and stuff for you all.
BE GREATFULL.
always me going down to buy stuff
just because i am the youngest.
and i am a boy
does not mean i have to go down and buy all the time
and you said,you are a boy cannot be lazy
LIKE
WHAT THE HELL.
when i buy and come back,you praise me.
i dont need your praise
cause everytime i dont want to go down and buy stuff you force me to.
or treaten me,by taking away laptops.
sometimes not even praise.
sometimes you say,is that so hard to do??go down and buy stuff.
the TRUST.
you dont even trust me,when i am out with my friends
sometimes i really wonder why i am wearing a black tag that says logistics head of
ZHONGHUA STUDNT COUNCIL
even with that tag,you think i will do stpid stuff??
i may be in normal tech,but i am not a bad person.
I DO NOT MIX AROUND WITH BAD PEOPLE.
and if you think my friends are bad.
THINK AGAIN.
they are not.
yesterday,you said you want to throw me.
ok,throw me to some family who would really want a child.
a family who would trust me.
i do not mind.
Dreamt At-10:03:00 PM.
-Saturday, April 25, 2009
hey.
my day today was me being confused.
weather to believe or not to believe.
i want to believe.
am i just too consern of others.
that i get myself confused.
but what is i believed wrong.
why is there such stuff in this world.
stuff that harm you,and also harms the world.
trying to study maths after waking up from a nap a 4.30
i am stressed.
i dont really understand what i am studying.
i hate myself.
i think i will fail my mid's
but i hope i prove myself wrong.
i should relax alittle while now and continue studying later.
cya.hope i believe correctly.
Dreamt At-7:00:00 PM.
-Friday, April 24, 2009
is this picture of me scary or is it cute?
dodo lye thinks it is scary.
hahas.
i love this picture.i earn $15 for an hour wearing this suit.
and also i went to help faris to do magic in this suit.
damn hot but worth it.
Dreamt At-4:33:00 PM.
-Thursday, April 23, 2009
as you can see, i have changed my picture.
i wanted to put that picture as a background.
but i can't figure out how to.
i want a outer space skin,but i failed to do one.
oh well's i will learn how to make it one day.
and i will make it for myself.
it is worth a try.
Dreamt At-6:15:00 PM.
-Wednesday, April 22, 2009
hehehe.
DO DO, you are sick.
XD
stop dening.
today watch eagle eye sia in cpa.
hahas like real,only the trailer or something.
retarded.
anyways,haiss mid year coming,i am so gonna fail.
my brain is rusty.
today when i was on the bus.
i sat next to this guy.
and i thought he was awake,and would put his bag on his lap and give me space to sit.
and this guy beside me,
was holding a paper in his hand's.
BUT her was sleeping.
so, for half of the journey i had half of the sit,till he woke up and kept the paper.
lolss.
anyways,the bus was not stinky today,YEA.
it was hot today again,but it was windy at punggol.
i think i am gonna bring my own water bottle ready.
i really need lots of water.
the first thing i did when i went home today was drink 3 cups of water.
and i had a COLLING BATHE.
lol,damn fresh after a hot day.
Dreamt At-6:45:00 PM.
-Tuesday, April 21, 2009
dont anyone realise that the world is seriouly getting hotter?
TODAY was freaking hott,
was damn sweaty.
i went home taking 190 today.
it was the long bus.
i went up the bus,and went to the back of the bus.
and THE back of the bus was soooo hot.
and it was sooo stinky.
yah and i had to tahan it for like 30 minutes.
and when i went down of the bus,WAH i could feel the wind.
and i was sweating.
walked home and the back of my uniform was wet.
Waaaaaaaa.
Dreamt At-4:54:00 PM.
-Monday, April 20, 2009
today.was not a boring day.
for me it wasnt.
HAHAHAHOHOHO
made mr wong alittle angry today.
by not passing up my paper.
but HOHO,he was talking his councillor crap,and i know if i said something back.
he would sure have something to say.
SOO,i just look at him with my mouth open,keeeep staring.
till donna came back and i had to move back to my sit.
HEHE
he talk crap.
YEA YEA,tmr is the last day of cpa n level coursework
=).
slept the whole cpa lesson today.
weixiong brought chocolate to lab and kena taken by mr ong.
i told him i wanted to eat after lesson.
so i was looking forward to eating it.
when i woke up and bell rang, i ask weixiong to give me one.
he said:jeremy they all take and eat ready.
ME:WTF with that tired face.
HEHEHEHE,had fun being juit ying and donna today.
hahas,had a taste of being short for awhile.OPPS
i like to carry juit ying's bag,i feel gay.
my junior saw me and pointed at me.HAHAHA
and i was also looking at her.
lols.
today,i pei donna all the way to punggol lrt there.
and i reach home at 4.33.
lols.
i just ate 2 packs of maggie and i am damn full.
but i still had space for this very nice hard bread.
filled with sugar.WOOOO high.
and i have to pei juit ying for the rest of the week.
Dreamt At-5:51:00 PM.
-Sunday, April 19, 2009
SUNDAY SUNDAY IS A BORING DAY
rotting rotting at home is so not fun.
sian sian.
very very sian.
need need to do something FUN.
haisss
Dreamt At-7:51:00 PM.
-Friday, April 17, 2009
hey,one week has passed,and it is fast.
and it is another boring weekend
yeah,no school ,but i hate rotting at home.
never save a single cent this week.
infact my saving for last week is going gone.
we had our science test today,and got back result's on the spot.
sad to say,my sticky partner did not pass.
IT's ok juitying.
have faith
dont give up.
it is just one test,you can do better,i know.
i passed the test,which was a mirracle.
i did not listen in class.
my ears was almost shut for the past few lesson.
but i passed,how is that possible.
i did not study the day before.
only had a quick revision with mr lim.
Today,after school went mac.
ate and then went home.
oh,and i gave donna my energy bar today.
and a lesson learnt.
NEVER ever GIVE donna ENERGY bar.
cause she will start clapping her hands and laugh the juit ying laugh.
and donna is mean.
she would slap a small child,just becase the kid bought the last kinder joy.
and also becase she wants her freakin toy
Dreamt At-7:54:00 PM.
-Thursday, April 16, 2009
@.@
AHHHHHHHH
!@$!#!^%@*^&(%&*^^*(*%#$@!$%^&*(&^%$#$**()&^%^$#@!^&^((&*$@!#
Dreamt At-6:21:00 PM.
sorry sticky partner.sorry i pangseh you.
is should have not,but i thought that everybody was going also.
that was why i agreed.
and also,i have never been home early for the past few day's and i wanna be home early.
today during asthetics,i drew a picture,a simple one.
it looks abit like the windows xp destop picture.
but oh well, at least i drew,and i rested for the rest of the lesson.
haha nobody was even teaching.
next thing i knew,sy was strangeling me cause of the picture in the blog.
the one that prove's me and juit ying innocent.
I REALLY WAN AN IPOD NANO.purple oneXD.=(
saw the guide for the new shuffle.
i think it is cool,hahas.
but nothing beat's NANO to me.
AND
I LOVE CAT's
especially the cat at my block.
CUTE.
and again, sorry juit ying.
i feel so bad to leave you alone.
=(
Dreamt At-5:38:00 PM.
-Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Today was a very long long day
got back math's test.and i got 11,JUST pass.
we also got back english test,and i got 25.
HENG
but then for thoose who failed,it's ok.
just hope you do not fail the next one.weather it is exam or test.
yea,my blackie teddy kena spin around during science class today.
tht is because donna has nothing BETTER to do,then torture it.
and make me crazy
SHE LIKES TO DO THAT -_-
okkk
was suppose to help mr ng in blazer stuff,but in the end we did not,cause he wanted to do it on friday
so i wasted 30 min waiting for the rest of the people who suppose to help me.
but never did anything.
so i went mac and slack with jy,sy,jh,kl,horse.
then we went playground and slack somemore
and then we went kampung and SLACK somemore
and then i followed junhui to sunshine plaza.
then went to ljs case jh want to eat.
and then i went home.
and now i am ready to end my post here.
Ciao.
Dreamt At-9:50:00 PM.
-Tuesday, April 14, 2009
just had conversations with sy in msn
and donna look who made you corrupted
it is not me,not juit ying not anyone.
BUT SY XD
Dreamt At-10:50:00 PM.
hehehe.
FIRSTLY,if i miss out lots of U's please excuse me,cause my U button is kind of spoil
monday, me and donna went for eldds.
amazing!!
oh,and we had no idead that today was syf day.
so,yeah we came early and sat outside the drama studio with sherrie and ethasham.
miss ilan came to open the drama room.
she saw donna and said.DONNA,you have returned!!
and we shockingly laughed.but not loud.
and donna thoght that she wanted to FRY her ass
okkkkk.
NOw the joke on monday.
so eldd,went in.everybody started coming.
DEON was doing his treasurer stuff,like collect money for our new eldd shirt.
and he suddenly asked loudly.
does anyone have a BIG ten dollar note???
hahas,so i replied him,HOW BIG DO YOU WANT THE TEN DOLLAR NOTE TO BE??
and yeah everybody laughed
so the actor's had a few runs
i was outside looking at my junior's who were gonna go for exco interview.
and i heard jun hui called me.
saw him and i saw him holding a bag.
my first thought was,OMG MASKED RIDER BELT.
hehehehe.chased him one round and he gave up
and i had batteries in my bag that could make the belt work
REDBUULL DOES NOT AFFECT ME!!!!!!
TODAY the BIG day.SYF
JENG JENG JENG!!!
yea,me and donna cold leave class at 12.
i leave exactly at 12.
and since my malay lesson was near the drama room,i went to the drama studio to put my beg.
i saw many shoe's and i thought that everyone was already there.
SOO,i went in and i saw one whole class,and i got a shock.
lol,lucky there was a el member inside,and said that they were having a drama stuff.
so i put my bag and went up to class and get donna.
on the way to the canteen i told donna that she looka lika boy.
and she said that,YEA then she wold gay with syn gates.
and i said the usual thing i say when she talks about him
but thi time she added something new,which was something like this.
i'll stick his ehem in.
DIAO
SO we went to eat,went to drama studio,got our shirtss,went to change.
then when our class finish school.
jy,sy,jh,kl went outside drama studio to find us,i think.
or maybe only donna,lols i dont know,cause i kpo kpo went out too.XD
and hmm i dont know what happend,suddenly juit ying said:you still haven wipe my piano,it is still sticky.
HEHE
ok going back from acs was fun.
one thing,that i am damn happy about today is that.
I DONT HAVE TO GO FOR CCA.FOR ELDDS ANYMORE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.PEACE
Dreamt At-9:32:00 PM.
-Sunday, April 12, 2009
haizzzz.
my good friday,wasn't really good.
case i had to spend almost the whole day,at the mosque,and the event that they had,was not even for man.
it was for ladies.
damn siannnnnn lor.
and the best part was,i spent the whole night.
from 6 till late at night at the most mosque too.
haiss.
lucky i had my e-buddy inistalled in my phone.
chatted with donna online for 30 min.
oh yea,ok i have started to save up for my ipod nano.
i wont be bringing all my school money to school,cause if i bring my money to school,it would easily be gone.
so the only was is to not bring.
i know it is torture,but hey people would do whatever it takes to get whatever they want.
if only i could have that for my birthday present.
my birthday is commming.MUHAHAHA.27 more days.
Dreamt At-5:31:00 PM.
-Sunday, April 05, 2009
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY DONNA.XD
hope your wishes come true
hope you remember to grow 1 year older too.
ok,anyways friday went to hardrock to celebrate donna's advance birthday.
then we went to watch THE UNBORN.
almost the whole time donna was all covered up with my bag.
HEHEHE
and when a scary part come out,she will either call me or juit ying.
after the movie,me,donna,juit ying,horsey and kevin took the train to dhoby and walked to istana park cause we were lazy to walk all the way from ceni to dhoby.
sticky partner's alwaysss XD.
memoriessss in me alwaysss
thursday's elective module.
went to the field and took some jump shot
had a little fun doing that
okaysssssssssss
i am off
i know the true colours of you.
Dreamt At-5:26:00 PM.
