-Monday, October 06, 2008
i really hate life.
because of some people who keeps cracking jokes and then keep saying.
well today, i hate a great day.
went to watch movie and stuff.
but my great day was ruined.
why because someone who i think is my best friend.
pissed me off.
i have had enough.
i could have just taken elfi's coke and threw it at you. and just walk away.
i was freaking pissed justnow.
I did not want to get pissed infront of you because i think it would become worst.
well thoose jokes got out of hand.
and even if you said sorry, a few days later you will still do the same thing.
seriously i really wonder weather sometimes i should think of you as my best friend.
or just a friend, OR just a classmate.
and some times you turn those words againts me.
everytime you get angry at me you will say.
SHUT UP YOU FUCKING BLACK.
i might be brown in colour.
but i am not black.
if you just open your EYE'S bigger,and see.
you would see me as brown.
NOT BLACK.
if you can't see then just dont say a word.
well if you are wondering why i blog about this instead of telling it infront of you is because i dont want to get to get even more hurt.
if you dont want to have a SO CALLED BLACK as your friend just tell me.
i dont mind,because if i am still friends with you like this i think i would rather die.
Dreamt At-3:48:00 PM.
